well that didn't go as planned..

THE EASTER HALF TERM HAS COME TO AN END...

Two weeks done and if I'm honest we didn't get far. I had so many plans mapped out. Museums, trips on the train and endless amounts of fresh air at the allotment.

Turns out to have been two weeks in bed in a very dark and lonely place. 

I won't sugar coat it, you see I hit rock bottom and it left a nasty bruise that I needed to listen to for awhile. 

Now you are wondering why I write this. I write because I've always said I'd be honest with you. I write because every day isn't always universal love and rainbows. I write this so you know it doesn't always go as you planned, but life does always go on. 

Sometimes we go through shit. 
Sometimes we have to stay in bed. 
Sometimes we have nothing left in us to share or give to the world. 

But it gets better. 

Sometimes after a week
Sometimes after a month
Sometimes a year
Sometimes after a good ugly cry and your favourite movie. 

But Sometimes it takes longer. And you need to take your time with that. 

But it will get better. 

It has to get better because we want it to.
It has to get better because every life is worth living. 
It has to get better because you bloody said so.

To my bears thank you for amusing yourself for almost a fortnight. To my friends thank you for holding space for me in your hearts. And to be clients thank you for your understanding. 

But guess what..

I'm back and I'm more of a goddess than ever! 

OCEANS OF LOVE Cx

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