***Worry & Fear are not your friends***
This is a face of a women who has had to struggle with so much this last ten days only to realize she did it with the wrong set of friends.
This women worried about the mum that purposely blanked her in the playground, why would she do that? What did I do? And more importantly why am I bothered about it?
This women cried herself to sleep with worry because her friend is experiencing a loss that breaks her heart. Yet she can't do anything about it except be there for her, and that didn't feel like enough.
For the last ten days this women worried every day and every night about clients & friends who are going through change and some of the worst times. Whilst also being a muma and wifey. At one point she even carried the grief of her whole village in her heart until something changed...
As she sank into one of her many baths this week, she let the emotions wash over her. The tears came again; But then she was gently reminded of two things...
One: She is a goddess force to be reckoned with. 💪🏼💕🤛🏼..Yet she was not everyone's cup of tea (Shocking I know but it's true) and it's ok. She does not need to cry over it. Not everyone likes marmite but it sticks around on the shelf for the ones that do. But more importantly..
Two: Worry and Fear are not her friends. They don't support her they hold her back and drag her down. But Faith, she damn well is. She's strong and brave, she'll lift you up & she'll have your back if you take the time to get to know her.
Because no matter what your religion you need Faith as your friend. With faith you believe that tomorrow will be better. With faith it doesn't matter if someone doesn't like you. With faith you believe that you can change your world in an instant, it's as simple as a thought. With Faith you believe that everything happens for a reason. Even the really shitty shit shit stuff. It happens for a reason.
Worry & Fear have no place here in her friendship circle.
During the tears, the heart ache, the frustration and the lessons of life take your friend Faith with you. With her you'll never be alone.
Oceans of Love
Charlie Edwards - Light Code Weaver - Healer